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OM Tad Visnu - Beneath the Loving Eye of God
by His Divine Grace Swami B. R. Sridhara Maharaja
Origainally published in "The Gaudiya" Vol. 2 No. 3 by Clarion
Call Publishing
The Rg Veda mantra says: Om Tad Visno Paramam padam sada pasyanti
suraya diviva caksur atatam: The divine feet of our holy Lord
are like the sun above our heads. His holy feet are like the vigilant
eye of a grand guardian hanging over our heads like the sun, and
we are living beneath the glance of that vigilant eye.
We are interested not in objective, but in subjective reality.
We shall always try to live not in objective but in subjective
reality. We should never think, "Under my feet I have firm ground
to stand on; I am big. I shall stand erect." Rather we should
think, "Above my consciousness is superconsciousness; the vigilant
guardian's eye is always watching me. I am living under the glance
of that eye." Our support comes not from below, but from above.
He is our shelter. We are hanging from that substantial upper
world wherein he resides; our support is found there. We must
always be conscious of that.
This is a principle mantra in the Rg Veda. Before anyone approaches
a new duty, he should think about his position. We have been instructed
by this verse from the Vedas to think in this way: "You are under
the vigilant eye of your guardian, and that great eye is as living
as the sun; its glance is just like that of the sun which is over
your head. Like a light that can pierce through to see anything
within you, his piercing glance is upon you." With this understanding
of identity, we should approach our duty. We are never encouraged
to think that we stand firmly here on solid earth, and that on
the basis of a strong position, independent of his grace, we can
carry out our dharma.
Actually, in our subjective relationship with divinity, we are
just like the rays of the sun. Where do the sun's rays stand?
They stand on the sun--that is their source. In the same way,
we should think that our stand is in the realm of divinity; we
are so many particles of consciousness, and our stand, our motherland,
is that conscious area. God consciousness means Krsna consciousness.
We are consciousness and we are meant for Krsna consciousness--that
is our relationship. We should always be conscious of this fact.
We are connected with Krsna consciousness. We are members of the
Krsna conscious world. And we have come to wander in the foreign
land of material consciousness, mayika misconception, thinking
that we are units of this material world, but it is not so.
We are units of the conscious world--the Krsna conscious world--and
somehow we have come within this material conception of existence,
the world of matter. Matter is what we can exploit, the objective
side of reality, and the subjective side is the element we should
revere. Our relationship with the subjective is that of reverence
and devotion to the higher entity, and not that of exploitation
or enjoyment. Real enjoyment, divine enjoyment, comes from service--not
from exploitation.
We must understand all these basic principles. Bhaktivendanta
Swami Maharaja once remarked to me that although the engineers
in New York have built so many skyscraper buildings that will
stand for ages, they were never mindful of how long their own
bodies would last. The buildings will stand for a long, long time.
But those who will live in those buildings have forgotten how
long their bodies will stand. In this way people are very busy
on the objective side, but they are neglecting the subjective
values. Their concern is with objects and not with who will use
them. They think that no subjective cultivation is necessary for
the user of the objective world. In this way they give all importance
to the objective side, neglecting totally the subjective side.
Our real position is like the rays of the sun. A sun ray touches
the earth. Where is its home? A sun ray comes to our plane and
touches the hills and the water, but what should be considered
as its home? Necessarily the sun, and not the earth it touches.
Our position is similar. As rays of consciousness, we pertain
not to the material world, but to the conscious world. Our home
connection is there: in the sun--the spiritual sun.
We are advised by the Vedas to consider: "Although you have been
cast in a hole of this earth, still your native soil is the conscious
sun. You emanate from there, you are sustained from there, and
your prospect is there. You have to conceive of reality in that
way. Because you are conscious, your home is the source of consciousness.
Whether you are bird or beast, whether you are in the mountains,
earth, or water--wherever you are, whatever position you hold,
your source is in consciousness, existence. Your source is in
consciousness just as the rays of light have their home in the
sun."
The Vedas tell us: "You are not a child of this soil. You may
be a captive here, but this is not your home; this is a foreign
land. All your hopes and prospects can be supplied from that higher
soil, because your nature is of that order. Your food, your sustenance,
your everything should be made of that higher stuff. But what
is found within this material world is all poison to you."
Again, although what is pertaining to consciousness is the immediate,
nearest realization of our nature, if we are to go deeper into
the conscious world, we shall find something more substantial.
If we cross beyond the vision of light, consciousness, we shall
find the real necessity of our existence: happiness, ecstasy,
and divine love.
After establishing ourselves in the realm of consciousness, we
must establish ourselves in the realm of divine love, ecstasy,
and beauty. We must search for our fortune there, and never in
this material world. Ecstasy is above light; transcendental mellow
is above consciousness. Beauty and charm are above mere consciousness
and understanding. Feeling is not complete in itself. Feeling
must be for something. So the fullest conception of a perfect
thing is something which is full in beauty and ecstasy. Mere existence
or consciousness alone cannot be the highest perfection. Ecstasy
is the most perfect thing. Ecstasy, divine love, and beauty presuppose
consciousness and existence.
Spiritual reality is composed of three substances: sat (existence),
cit (consciousness), and ananda (ecstasy). And of these three,
ananda, or ecstasy, is the final conception of spiritual substance.
Ecstasy can exist by itself. Neither existence nor consciousness
is complete in itself. Consciousness alone hankers for ecstasy.
And existence without consciousness is to exist with no purpose.
But when existence is endowed with consciousness, it can search
for its own good: ecstasy. Ecstasy is an independent and concrete
substance. Both existence and consciousness are subservient to
ecstasy.
And one who realizes the ecstasy of Krsna consciousness becomes
free from this mortal world. When one realizes that, one need
not be afraid of anything. We need have no apprehension from any
fear that can arise here in this material world where there is
the constant threat of nonexistence. Here in the material world,
we not only have no fulfillment, but our very existence is also
at stake. At any moment we may be devoured by nonexistence.
But to come to the plane of ecstasy, we shall have to dive deep
into reality. We must not be satisfied with the formal, the superficial.
If we concentrate our attention on the outward form of a thing,
neglecting its inner substance, then we shall find that we are
looking in the wrong place. When Mahaprabhu would look at the
Deity of Jagannathadeva, apparently it seemed that his aim was
fixed on the same thing that we see when we look at the Deity.
To our vision, however, the Deity of Jagannatha is only a doll
made of wood. And yet when Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu would fix
his eye there, he would shed tears of joy, and his tears flowed
in an incessant current. Where is his vision of reality connected?
What we see as a wooden doll, he sees in a completely different
way. And just by looking at that, an incessant current of tears
poured from his eyes. Where is his connection with reality located?
He is viewing things from the opposite side, from the subjective
world.
So how should we approach the Deity? When we have a look at the
Deity, what should be our attitude? The Deity form of the Lord
is not a mundane thing, and so we should learn the proper way
in which to see the Deity. And more than this, we must try to
look at the Deity from the other point of view. As we are trying
to see the Deity, he sees us. He has come down to help the fallen
souls in this material world, and he has come down in such a way
as to take us up to his domain.
Ramanuja has classified this expression of the supreme entity
in five forms: para, vyuha, vaibhava, antaryami, and arcana. Para,
the central conception of the highest entity; vyuha, his extended
self in different functions, in different figures; vaibhava, his
appearance in this mundane plane as avataras like Matsya, Kurma,
and Varatha; antaryami, his presence in every heart and every
soul, every conscious unit, and arcana, his appearance in the
plane of our physical perception as the Deity. In his form as
the Deity, I can touch him, I can see him, and I can serve him.
In a concrete form he has to come to help our understanding.
Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu looked at the Deity and his eyes were
flooded with tears. It is not that his eyes were fixed on the
superficial characteristics of wood when he saw the Deity form
of Lord Jagannatha, but he was connected on a vastly higher level
with Krsna consciousness. Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu thought, "Lord
Jagannatha has come here and is making arrangements to deliver
millions of fallen souls, especially by extending his own prasadam
to one and all in great magnitude. His magnanimous presence has
manifest here for the relief of this world."
And Krsna consciousness is the highest relief work. Our Guru Maharaja
used to say that there is a famine of krsna katha. There is a
famine at present. But is the world suffering from a lack of food?
No. The world is suffering from a famine of Krsna consciousness,
Krsna talk, krsna kirtana. So we must try to open offices of food
distribution so that we may distribute the food of Krsna consciousness
to all souls. Mahaprabhu said "Whoever you come across, talk of
Krsna (yare dekha tare kaha 'krsna' -upadesa)." Give them the
food of Krsna consciousness, krsna katha. The world is filled
with famine-stricken people. We must distribute food, give the
life and breath of Krsna consciousness to whomever we meet by
speaking about Krsna.
That was the feeling of Srila Bhaktisiddanta Saraswati, and Bhaktivedanta
Swami Maharaja carried that out in the West. Srila Bhaktisiddanta
used to say, "I do no admit any other conception of famine. The
only famine is that of krsna katha, krsna smrti, Krsna consciousness."
With such seriousness he conceived of our necessity for Krsna
consciousness.
Krsna is of vital importance to our existence. Only Krsna can
give us vitality. And as Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, Krsna himself
distributes Krsna consciousness. Vasudeva Ghosh says, therefore,
"Sri Gauranga is my life and soul, my own vitality. If Gauranga
had not come, how could I live? (Yadi gaura na ha'ta tabe ki haita
kemane dharitam de.) By his grace I have tasted such valuable
food that without this, my life would be completely impossible."
Krsna consciousness is the vitality of vitality. Srila Bhaktisiddanta
Saraswati Prabhupada did his best to give Krsna consciousness
to the people of India, and Bhaktivendanta Swami Maharaja distributed
the vitality all over the world. It is by their grace and by the
grace of Chaitanya Mahaprabhu himself that so many have come to
Krsna consciousness. Haridasa Thakura once told Chaitanya Mahaprabhu,
"By your chanting of the holy name of Krsna, both the animate
and the inanimate world has been supplied with the food of Krsna
consciousness. Whatever position they may occupy, their life is
fulfilled. I have heard that when you traveled through the jungle
and chanted and danced, the elephants and tigers also danced and
chanted the holy name of Krsna. What wonder, then, should there
be if I say that the stones and trees have also attained their
highest end, Krsna consciousness, when you are chanting? What
an intense degree of Krsna consciousness has been produced here
by your chanting!"
But in order to chant the holy name of Krsna, something is required
from our side also. Amanina manadena kirtaniyah sada harih. We
should resort to kirtana always, but our attitude should be as
Mahaprabhu recommends: Trnad api sunicena taror api sahisnuna
amanina manadena. Our attitude should be one of humility, and
if we think that we are being done wrong, still we should be patient,
and under no circumstances should we work for our own position
and prestige; that should not be our aim.
When the lower stands against the higher, offense arises. That
tendency should be shunned. Primary education is also education,
but that should not compete with higher education; we must be
careful about that. At the same time, the differentiation between
higher education and lower education must be genuine. Still, primary
education must not be thought of as the highest education. That
will be dangerous. There is a saying in Bengali, alpavidya bhayamkori,
"A little knowledge is a dangerous thing." We must be careful
about that, otherwise our attitude will be suicidal. The question
of offense arises whenever primary education stands against higher
education. That sort of assertion is offensive.
Slow and steady wins the race. Our march towards the infinite
is a long journey, not a journey to be finished within a few hours,
a few days, or a few years. And we have to adjust accordingly.
It is not that we shall run quickly to make progress and then
stop and sleep. It is a long way we shall have to go. We will
only be successful if we develop humility, trnad api sunicena.
We should not create any circumstance that invites resistance.
Still, if any resistance unexpectedly approaches us, we should
try our best to forebear. And we must always be conscious that
our guardian's eye is over us, eager to help us in our campaign.
We are not alone. We may go on confidently: there is a person
above us to redress the wrong that may be shown to us, so we should
not take the initiative.
We must not allow any ulterior purpose or temptation to induce
us to give up our search for Sri Krsna. Let the satisfaction of
guru, Gauranga, Krsna, and the Vaisnavas be our only objective.
Let no other element enter upon our path. Our purity of purpose
must always be very scrupulously maintained. We should think,
"Alone I shall go on with my duty. I won't be always searching
for someone to come and help me. Let them do their own duty. This
is my duty."
With this attitude we shall go on. With this sort of adjustment,
our concentration may become more intense, our confidence in Krsna
will be increased, and our duty will be pure and clear. We should
be conscious that hindrances and obstacles are almost sure to
attack us, but we must deal with them with humility and forbearance.
So this life is not a life of comfort.
But in order to develop this kind of humility and forbearance,
we must learn to see the Lord's hand in everything. And therefore
the Vedas tell us to remember that the glance of the Lord is always
upon us. Om tad visno paramam padam sada pasyanti suraya: We are
asked to see the holy feet of Narayana as we see the sun in the
sky. Why the sun? The sun is described as pradarsaka; the seer,
the witness. Apparently we see the sun, but really the sun helps
us to see. The holy feet of Visnu means the lowest part of Visnu,
yoge vidhayam yasya vidyate kvacit. His lower part is the beginning
of realization for us. The beginning of realization is to think
that God is always seeing us. As the sun helps us to see, Visnu's
holy feet are like the sun. So we should try to always see everything
by the rays of the holy feet of Visnu.
From another point of view, his holy feet are like a big eye spread
over the sky. He sees everything. Whatever we do, our guardian's
vigilant eye is over our head like the sun. Before we enter into
any action, we must remember this Vedic mantra. The Rg Veda mantra:
"Visnu's feet are over you and they are looking at you like a
guardian's vigilant eye. Always remembering this, do your duty."
If you always remember that he is seeing everything you do, you
can't do anything wrong. You won't be able to venture to do anything
offensive to the Lord as long as you remember that, through everything,
the searching eye, the all-knowing, omniscient eye of the Lord
is always watching over you. This remembrance cannot but purify
your heart and understanding and the whole of your mental system
and help you to approach divinity in the right way. It is not
that you can do anything and everything without his knowing; not
that you are the master wire-puller of both your own life and
the world; not that you are going to exert your mastery, your
influence, over the environment in a selfish attempt. Always remember
that one big eye is spread over your head seeing everything like
the searching light of a strong x-ray. What even you do not know
about yourself, he knows. What is underground in the innermost
subconscious region of your heart, he can also see. If you remember
this as you move and live, you cannot but be purified. Just as
cancer can be removed from the body by a laser ray, the whole
disease of material existence will vanish from our hearts by this
purifying influence of the divine rays of light from the holy
feet of Visnu.

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